I have abandonment issues due to the frequent changing of home environment since 5 year old.
Then, possible incest from dad.
There’s no safe environment or safe person since 5 year old or even younger.
I can’t bear touch, even rejecting mum’s care.
Stay with aunt from 5 yr old.
At 7 or 8 year old, Aunt threatened to scald my face with boiling water.
Before this scalding incident, a complaint about aunt to mum, earned me a beating from aunt.
Move to stay with mum at 11.
Mum abandoned me (11 yr old) and my sis (just born) for few days, left home, threatened divorce.
Dad threatened to whip me at 13 year old.
Then there’s the molest at 10yr old, date rape at 15yr old, date rape at 31yr old.
No proper boyfriend.
Self-destructive behaviour in terms of sexual relationships since teens.
Narcissistic personality ex-husband, dated from 24-26yr old, married 26-31yr old. I paid for his Uni studies, the wedding and flat, locked up kind of lifestyle, no friends, emotional abuse, domestic violence.
My body went into autoimmune disorder mode then, allergies to milk, seafood, gluten, sugar.
The self confidence isn’t exactly there. Making a phone call to clients need to think and think.
These multiple layers resolved in that one hypnotherapy session with McKing. Magical?
SH, 31 female, Singaporean Chinese
25/11/2019
